Nine of Pentacles

You are what your deep, driving desire is.

As your desire is, so is your will.

As your will is, so is your deed.

As your deed is, so is your destiny.

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Brihadaranyaka Upanishad IV 4.5

The Nine of Pentacles in this final week of Fixed Earth Taurus is more significantly speaking to the part of you that knows you have created all of this. Everything you witness in your earthly garden reflects what your desires and values have been. Look around. 

The gravity of this time is putting on extra pressure, on all levels of perception, spiritual, intellectual, emotional, and physical, to GET REAL. 

So it is now you see that the time has come for a boundary to be honored. A boundary that you keep with yourself. Not for anyone else. You have been working so expertly and diligently at clearing the path to the AUTHENTIC YOU, weighing your feelings and emotions allowing them to reveal what you now truly desire, and what you do not. You have planted your seeds with consciousness, awareness, and care, nurturing the sprouts and weeding the old habits out. 

We are in the changeover. 

So then, look around. What do you see? Your current reality is the destiny of your past self. Past priorities have shaped this moment. Your boundaries, your sense of who you were and what you wanted is all around you. ABUNDANTLY. Is there anything you see that does not feel great? This life is YOUR garden. Not anyone else’s. 

Get real about what you want. 

Don’t settle. 

Be honest. 

The closer you get to what is real for you, the more you will have real things in your life. 

Ask to see the sweet things you really long for. They will show themselves and you will know you are seeing them by the sweet tears that flow between the gaps of where you are and what you really want. Let the seeing of them break your heart open so that you can see how you have been settling for less, then stop settling. Draw the line. Choose. Your heart is begging you. 

The Miracle Grow is about to be dumped all over everything. Everything you choose now will grow exponentially. Choose with your heart. Choose out of your deepest integrity. Watch for should’s, obligations, inauthenticity, sacrifice, monotony, playing small, and the old stories that got you here. Do you want these to grow exponentially? 

So much love to you, Sacred Creators.

Christina Luna